Madras Memories
Here’s a post dedicated to all mundane things I miss most about Madras. Not surprisingly most of the list is made of food I miss ;-) This list is not organized in any manner or fashion:
1) Elliot’s Beach and the many days of scheduled evening walks with friends
2) Frankie’s stall at Besant Nagar with their yummy treats
3) Malliga poo
4) Ratnagireeshwarar and the Aarupadai Murugan temples
5) Monsoon rains
6) The extremely loud and annoying Sun TV theme music
7) Mylapore Mulagai Bajji
8) Fruit shop on Greams Road Juice shop, Besant Nagar
9) Grand Sweets Thattai and Adyar Ananda Bhavan Paav Bhaaji
10) Saravana Bhavan Pongal
11) Diwali and the special TV programmes
12) Sathyam Cinema Butter Popcorn
13) Corn on the Cob sold outside Food World/Spencer’s
14) Shopping in T Nagar!
15) Wedding feasts!
Long Weekend…
The long weekend is looming ahead. I plan to relax and enjoy myself….already I am worrying that the weekend will breeze past me and before it starts, it may very well end :( I need a long - ish vacation like Thanksgiving which gives me 4 days of not doing anything :D
Vacations are like the unexpected summer showers in Chennai. They are brief and decidedly unsatisfactory. They fall short of their promise of relief - instead they seem to intensify the heat. There is something very lazy about summers in general. I associate the Indian summer with mangoes and afternoon siestas…..and then of course the occasional power cuts and excessive humidity :P
Work has kept me so busy that I barely get time to check my personal email let alone indulge in blogging or social networking. I am beginning to warm up to the idea of freelancing…takers anybody? As I dawdle along this blog I am reminded of the million things I should be doing at this very minute….at least I have a weekend to look forward to :)
The Unsaid
My aching limbs and dull heart
wake up routinely
not to the sounds of a new dawn
but to the silences of an aging night
I am lulled to sleep
by the promise of security
made by my speeches
only to be rudely awakened
by my silences -
the unsaid rather than the said.
The what-ifs dictate
that I record in my black book of remorse,
every unkind utterance
that ever sprung from my tongue
drowning the feeble rumbles
of the protests of my kind words.
I revisit journeys past
to arrive at destinations rendered lost
by impulsive words.
I attempt in vain
to erase old footprints
of a time when I wore oversized boots
and did not see where or what I trod upon.
A cruel word tossed unthinkingly
severed ties that cannot heal again.
The wound was mine just as much as yours
and I carry not just the pain of my own gash
but nestled within it the hurt I caused.